I'M STILL HERE!
if i reflect, my emotional health/life stalled following bella's passing. i still think about her, love her, talk to her (box of ashes on the mantle) and wish i could just love on her. there is definitely a hole in my heart. i miss my baby girl. *last week (8-8-12) would have been our 4 year anniversary.*
but, life goes on. i had to move on. and i have. i have a (part-time) job that i enjoy, a boyfriend (haven't had a "labeled" relationship basically since college), supportive & loving parents, etc.
i'm still checkin' in on your blogs and i will update soon...but, not yet. :)