Monday night, the "Great One" changed his relationship status on FB to "engaged". It's not a big deal. But it got me thinking. So yesterday morning, I checked the Fayetteville Observer (I had to look up to see what the paper would be down in Hope Mills) and sure enough in April was an engagement announcement. Now, this is still not anything to get worked up over EXCEPT for the fact that he was here, not two feet from me, for 24 hours and didn't mention anything about being engaged to Jenn. Nothing. And, to add to the insult, the wedding is in 4 weeks! To say I got upset is an understatement. And it's not even about him getting married to someone else. I don't care for him the same way I once did. I was upset over the fact that over the past 5 years, I put so much faith in him and believed in all this "potential to be a good man" I supposedly thought he had. Boy, was I wrong! After everything we've been through, he didn't respect me enough to tell me himself. Which, if he had, there may have been a chance we could have remained friends but this is the final straw. There are other things I could mention, but I will refrain... So, this is it. He is out of my life, forever. I sent him a message today to explain why I was upset, to tell him he's a jerk (that's putting it mildly) and to say goodbye.
So, my mom took the afternoon off. I left work early because I was such a mess and just couldn't take it anymore. We went to dinner and then went over to Borders. She bought me "Scrabble: The Onyx Edition". We went home and played Scrabble while Bella played and eventually ate her dinner. She thought she'd cream me with her 30 point "Q" but I came back with a vengence and won by 77 points! We went to bed and she left this morning when I left for work.
So, it's a new dawn, day, life for me and I am feeling good. It's the honest truth. He's not worth it anything to me anymore....It's really sad but true.
Happy Hump Day! :)
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