weekend preview

it's amazing how much one's emotions can change from one day to the next. tuesday, i was super stoked about getting approved for the new apartment and on the highest of highs that nothing could ruin my day..to wednesday, ending the day feeling so low and defeated. it really made me stop and think about what my life is really all about and how much i want to get out of it. i wish i could be more specific, but at this point it needs to remain a mystery. but, i've done a lot of thinking, and have even prayed..i'm sure God is wondering who i am. i'm just wondering what He really has in store for my life, especially when i know this year will be so much better than the last...how how what He wants relates to my plans. and if they're different, that's okay...i just wish i knew what was going to happen.

for some good news: it's a long weekend! yay! i'm going home and cleaning my apartment (especially the kitchen) because my mother is coming tomorrow! we're going to go look at my apartment, go to IKEA (she's never been), go to target (so i can get some cute new shoes), go to the bead lady in concord...and whatever else we can fit into her visit. church on sunday, of course. then, she'll go back sunday. monday, i'm going to work on the window sills that bella has so kindly gnawed on (the spare bedroom's is WAY worse)...brent repaired it for me in the old place, but i'll have to do it on my own this time. monday, i might go get a massage and then do some sorting/purging and iron some clothes...basically lay low. then, next weekend, my sister comes. fun times!