Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Nothing good

I don't have anything good to report. I'm pretty much wallowing in sorrow, living a blank existence lately after finding out some news this weekend. It's not my news to share but to say that it has rocked my world is an understatement. I took two personal days this week from work to try and figure out how to handle it. I don't know what to do, how to react, what to say...except that last night, I almost said the worst thing I could've to Brent. I wish I was good at putting on a happy face and going out in the world, but after college, I learned that it's not me and it's not natural to do that. So, here I sit, waiting for some cosmic revelation or heavenly parting of the clouds for some kind of sign as to where I should go from here........As sad as it is, I sense some heavy invibing this weekend.

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